tips for MUET speaking

while giving my friend some muet speaking tips earlier it occurred to me that maybe i should make a post about it. 

this is just my take on an effective interaction in speaking, i'll be delightful if there's any point that u find would be any sort of help to you. :)

every girl is a closet masochist

oh shut it, you /know/ it's true.

cuz' no matter how much we moans on our life's dramas, deep in our heart we just knew how much we lived every moment of it.

i mean come on, we are girls. we have this little thing called /intuition where we have this shady inkling on just how deep of a shit we're getting into.
getting into an unstoppable trainwreck, not for the promise of heaven beyond but for the sake of that special someone who asked you to hold their hand for the journey.

and you /know/ you'll get on board.

you would.

we all would.

but hopefully, you would found someone to nurse your wound at the end of the day. someone that would hold you to stop and see rather than rush and crash.

but where's the fun in that, right? we would just keep crashing and reviving ourselves and commence the violent cycle a repeat, over and over again.

but bear in mind, for each time we crashed, someone else died.

blogger tag!

um. hi. just making my yearly mark on da blog ohoho -.-

so i've been tagged by Rahman in this entry which kinda caught me off guard haha (given that i haven't been updating in so long and i thought everybody has forgotten me)

moving on, here's the result of said tag;

what is this? this is a rare occurrence of this miss not-so-blogger

sooooo.

i might or might be not fell out of these blogging thing. sucha commitment, eh?

it's not like i have nothing to say, instead i have /alot/ of things going on in my rl.
it just that i seemed to have this inability to translate it into composed, coherent words. and it didn't help that most of my attempt before tend to went out of topic

so my idea for this time's post is...bonding time! \o/ or in other word little trivias about me that none of you would really care about
so here we go:

oops i did it again

so sometimes i would have this random daredevil (re: berani mati) moments with my actions or words.

okay i'm normally not like those over-the-top girl in everything they do but i sure damn can when i wanted to.
enough yapping, lemme list some of the exhibits of my daredevil moments, mostly those that concerns boys (because we all know that's where the interesting part was):

boys; when they're not asking you for what you think they are

to tell the truth, i've been approached by lots of men boys secretly over the years.

yeah i'm sorry but turn off your dundundun music cue cuz it's not what you think it is. 

what i mean by 'approached' is that lots of them had come up to me to seek advice. be it about love, friendship, career, sex relationship, education. so what i'm trying to say is i don't know if i'm just special or this seems to be proving my boys-don't-take-what-girls-has-to-say-seriously point of view wrong.

still a quiet, reserved girl who drapes on sarcasm to make for an excellent defensive coating.

hola minions o/

yeah. keeping true to my failure to keep with commitment, i have been postponing my blog updates till' now lol. but thank you anyway to those who are willing to dedicate their most precious 5 seconds of their life to read this. but be careful, long read is long.